I forget, I can't forgive myself
I fidget, I can't control myself
I'm upset, I can't free myself
I molest, I can't stop myself
I regret, I can't mould myself
I fret, I can't unlearn myself
I'm my pet, I can't teach myself
I let, I can't blame myself
Will I get, some peace myself?
Showing posts with label personality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personality. Show all posts
I am/was have always been confused
Note 1: This is not a direct knee-jerk reaction to Fly's recent post about multiple-blog personality disorder. I've been wanting to do this for some time now.
Note 2: I and Fly don't have any competition running between the two of us however obvious it may seem to the casual observer. The similarities between our blog postings, the frequency etc. are purely coincidental.
When I started out blogging, way back in 2004, I chose this blog, also known as 'Spidey blog', as the space for my personal self. This was the place where I could bare my clandestine identity, where I could fool around exposing my temptations, weirdness and my quixotic sense of humor. It seemed to provide me with a way to get closer to the stuff that I was seeing on the Internet and television namely sex, relationships and comedy.
Soon, as I became used to this process of letting myself flow from my mind to the keyboard, I realized that I could write about more stuff like art, literature, movies, music etc. But I still kept using this confessional as the place to do such things. It is certainly easy to do that. No hassles. Just open it up and do your fingers do the typing.
Lately, I have been having ideas about a truck-load of different streams to write on. And when I think of posting it all in this blog, it doesn't make sense to me as is obvious to the classier reader. In the last few posts I've posted stuff like rants, diary entries, anecdotes, neuro-science, confessions, inspirational music, paintings, hot beddable men and political humor. And in between all this, I got most 'attention' for a narcissistic post with my photographs!
What does this all mean? Does it mean that I'm more lost that anyone could ever be? Or does it mean that I should activate my Peter Parker blogs as well? Another option is to provide a separate window for stuff like rants & and confessionals in one, reviews in another and serious topics in a third right here in the Spidey terrain.
I was confused. Now, I am more confused.
Note 2: I and Fly don't have any competition running between the two of us however obvious it may seem to the casual observer. The similarities between our blog postings, the frequency etc. are purely coincidental.
When I started out blogging, way back in 2004, I chose this blog, also known as 'Spidey blog', as the space for my personal self. This was the place where I could bare my clandestine identity, where I could fool around exposing my temptations, weirdness and my quixotic sense of humor. It seemed to provide me with a way to get closer to the stuff that I was seeing on the Internet and television namely sex, relationships and comedy.
Soon, as I became used to this process of letting myself flow from my mind to the keyboard, I realized that I could write about more stuff like art, literature, movies, music etc. But I still kept using this confessional as the place to do such things. It is certainly easy to do that. No hassles. Just open it up and do your fingers do the typing.
Lately, I have been having ideas about a truck-load of different streams to write on. And when I think of posting it all in this blog, it doesn't make sense to me as is obvious to the classier reader. In the last few posts I've posted stuff like rants, diary entries, anecdotes, neuro-science, confessions, inspirational music, paintings, hot beddable men and political humor. And in between all this, I got most 'attention' for a narcissistic post with my photographs!
What does this all mean? Does it mean that I'm more lost that anyone could ever be? Or does it mean that I should activate my Peter Parker blogs as well? Another option is to provide a separate window for stuff like rants & and confessionals in one, reviews in another and serious topics in a third right here in the Spidey terrain.
I was confused. Now, I am more confused.
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